chatteRboxXx---'*.'___Colours of the rainbow__

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Out of the few who applied for the student grant, only i got it so far.. N i tink i'll b the only one who gets it.. It's the first time i've applied for sth like dat n some of the comments i received wif a hint of anger n jealousy? Dat i should split the money up.. Dat i'm undeserving bcoz i already haf money n dey cant pay deir sch fees n all.. Well.. I'm pissed.. Y was i presented wif the grant in the first place.. Of course i met the requirements n truly deserved it.. In my words certainly.. At the same time though, it made me feel pretty much guilty.. However, it didn't occur to em dat i saved up for my own money.. It didn't drop frm the sky man.. My monthly allowance is equivalent to deirs n lesser.. The pay dey earn durin the hols is even more dan wat i earn in 6 mths.. Gosh.. Dey claim i spend my bucks on branded goods.. The same goes for em too.. Unlike i who tink long n hard before splurgin on sth real costly, dey buy things in small quantities.. But little by little adds up to a grand total.. Stuffs dey bought? Addidas.. Nike.. Swatch.. The list goes on n on.. Since dey can pamper themselves.. Y cant i do the same? Good grief.. Dey juz waste deir funds away on unnecessary tings wich i suppose could haf been done wifout.. Hia.. >_<"! I'm utterly speechless.. 6 more assignments to go b4 tiz wk's up.. Shootz.. Damn..

i saw a rainbow at 12:00 PM (",)

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